My Princess 1st week..

I remembered..the next day when i woke up..masyaAllah sakit satu badan..and to be honest i felt a bit frustrated coz i wish i can deliver normal..and i wont be having this painful moment. The frustration begun slightly worst where i cannot breastfeed Diya for the first time...frust sgt2..Everything i plan semua tak menjadi...Then Diya kena kuning lak..masyaAllah dugaan betul..

I remembered the nurse force me to wakeup by myself..walk to the toilet sendiri..adoiiii..rasa macam kena tores dgn pisau and then letak garak on that luka..fuhhhh...sakit sgt2!! but after walk for quite sometimes..alhamdulillah the pain reduce a bit la..tak la aku terbongkok2 macam nenek tua..

So masa dlm hospital..i need to go to the nursery room utk breastfeed Diya..i never had any experience with baby before..i never hold baby unless they're like atleast 1 year old..so this is really something new for me..the nurse teach me how to hold her..how to breastfeed her..couple of time Diya still don't know how to suck my nipple..and my milk also wasn't that much la..(another frustrated moment). Until the 3rd day baru Diya can drink my milk..alhamdulillah..

The funny part when in the nursery room..everytime i nak breastfeed Diya..it take like 10min before she actually drink it...u know why??coz Ibu Diya ni so amaze seeing her..belek sana..belek sini..peluk laa..kiss laa..sampai Diya dah ngamuk2 nak milk baru la Ibu ni realised and bagila isap tetek..hahahhaha..

Diya admitted in hospital about 5 days..kecik jee aku tengok..masa nak bawak balik rumah..si Daddy and Tok berebut nak pegang...hehhehehe..well si Tok guna kuasa veto.. conquer Diya sorang2..dukung dari keluar nursery sampai naik keta balik umah...hahahhah..sian Daddy dok tengok jaa...

                                                 Anak ibu baru sampai umah : 3/5/2011

                                               Ibu bagi milk..